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4th Sunday of Lent (A) - How to witness to the light of Christ

On this Fourth Sunday of Lent, we celebrate the 2nd Scrutiny in the Order of Christian Initiation of Adults for our catechumens, those preparing to receive Baptism and the other Sacraments of Initiation at the Easter Vigil.  A scrutiny is an examination.  The purpose of the scrutiny is for the catechumens to examine their lives in the light of the Gospel and for us to pray that what happened to the man born blind also happen to them.  We who are already baptized are to do this for ourselves as well to appreciate on a deeper lever the gift of our baptism and to continue to grow in conversion.  We pray for our catechumens and for ourselves that we, like the man born blind and healed by Christ, will have the courage to witness to Christ in the face of the doubt and the hostility of those around us.  The man born blind is a convert - someone who becomes a disciple and professes believe in Jesus after “seeing the light” after his encounter with Jesus.  As a blind man, blind from birth, he was literally living in darkness.  The man is an image of the unbaptized person - someone born into original sin.  That condition is not their fault or the fault of their immediate parents.  It is the condition of humanity that is the result of the sin of Adam and Eve.  It describes our fallen state  - a state cut off from the original intimate life-giving relationship with God in which Adam and Eve were created.  We are born into this “dysfunctional” state in which the sins of our first parents still affect us.  And we are “in the dark” - we just think this is normal  - the way life is, until we encounter something different - someone living in a different way.  Then we “see the light” - that maybe it is possible to live in a different way.  We can think of a child who is born into a family where the parents are alcoholic or abusive in some way.  The child is innocent but suffers nevertheless, and growing up in this dysfunction inhibits the child’s ability to enter into healthy relationships.  The child needs healing from the wounds caused by the condition he was born into.  Jesus is asked by the disciples why this man was blind - why he is suffering this condition, and he responds, “so that the works of God might be made visible through him.”  Jesus’ answer foreshadows what we sing in exultation after lighting the Paschal Candle at the Easter Vigil, “O truly necessary sin of Adam, destroyed completely by the Death of Christ!  O happy fault that earned so great, so glorious a Redeemer!”  Jesus proclaims himself “the light of the world” before working this miracle which contains many allusions to baptism.  In the 2nd creation account in the Book of Genesis, the Lord formed man of the dust from the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life.  Here Jesus spits on the ground to make a salve out of clay.  This clay is a mixture of the ground - something of the earth, and, we can say, the “liquid breath” of God.  This “clay” is like a sacrament - an ordinary element of the earth that, transformed by the Holy Spirit, becomes an instrument that conveys God’s healing grace.  What Jesus does here symbolizes man’s re-creation through the sacrament of baptism.  Original sin is washed away in the waters of baptism, and we are re-united with God, brought back into a right-relationship with God, but not merely to a pre-fall state.  We are restored to a higher place than before the Fall.  We become sharers in God’s very life - adopted sons and daughters of God.  We are made “other Christs”.  His life dwells within us. As St. Paul says in the 2nd reading from his Letter to the Ephesians, “You were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord.”  Becoming sharers in Christ’s light is symbolized by the candle we are each given at our baptism that is lit from the Paschal candle.  And from our baptism flows our mission to witness to His light in the world.  The blind man is commanded to wash in the Pool of Siloam.  Siloam means “sent”.  We are washed in Christ in Baptism and sent on mission  - united with Christ who is the Son who was sent by the Father.  Through the sacrament of Baptism, Christ’s mission is continued in the life of the Church.  The new identity we receive in union with Christ’s divine life through Baptism is expressed by the man when he says “I am” to his neighbors who ask if he is the one who used to sit and beg.  “I am” is the divine name - what Jesus said to identify himself with God - the name God used for himself at the burning bush.  The burning bush revealed God’s presence - it was a shining light that attracted Moses, bringing him into God’s saving mission.  

          Like the Samaritan woman we heard about last week, the man born blind whose eyes were opened becomes a witness to Christ - an evangelist.  He witnesses  to Christ not through a theological or scriptural argument but by simply pointing to the fact of how his life was changed after his encounter with Jesus.  “One thing I do know is that I was blind and now I see.”   We believe not because of a argument or a logical proof or an analysis of the scriptures, but when we cannot deny the change in ourselves that happens because of an encounter with Christ.  

          In late 2023, a prominent atheist and public intellectual, Ayaan Hersi Ali, announced her conversion to Christianity.  Ali was born in Somalia and raised in a strict Islamic family.  She was educated in a school run by Marxists.  As a young woman, she rejected Islam and became a devout atheist and, for more than 10 years, a leading voice in the “new atheist” movement.  For more than 10 years, she struggled with serious depression, and she couldn’t figure out why she was in such darkness.  “I became unhappy, discontented, at a time when I’m getting married, I’m financially comfortable, I have children, I’m married to the man I love,” Ayaan said. “I was leading the sort of life you would think is what we all want…but why was I so unhappy? Why was I so depressed?”  She turned to science and the therapeutic professionals, but could not find any solution.  Her struggles with depression led her to enter a rehab center.  A woman there told Ayaan that she was “spiritually bankrupt,” and she encouraged Ayaan to write a list of qualities she would want a god of any religion she followed to have.  Before she even finished the list, Ayaan realized that the qualities she was listing were all qualities of Jesus Christ.  “And then I turn to prayer, and I go and I pray and I say, ‘If you are there, God, if you are for real, rescue me,’” Ayaan said. “‘Take me away from this black pit in which I am.’ And over a number of days, I did that, and I felt a connection.”  Recently, I heard on a podcast two contemporary atheists commenting on Ali’s conversion dismissing it because she provided no proof of the resurrection - Christianity’s chief claim.  All she said was, “I met Jesus, and he saved my life.”  It wasn’t for political or cultural reasons why she converted, as some have claimed, but because of the fact that she was once in darkness - the darkness of depression, and now is free.  Christ gave her light.  When Ali tells her story, she attributes the seed of doubt being sown in her atheist world-view when she heard the story of the Christian baker who refused to bake a wedding cake for a same-sex couple.  She was struck by how this man stood up for what he believed in despite being sued.  She was impressed by his fortitude in the face of an attempt to publicly humiliate him.  The intolerance and unreasonableness in those attacking the man and the politicization of something that was supposed to be about love made her question the superiority of her atheist position.  When the baker learned that his witness had an impact on the conversion of this prominent atheist, he was stunned and left speechless.  Ayaan saw in the baker someone no different than St. Paul or one of the early Christian martyrs - someone not afraid to witness to Christ - someone who could stand firm in the face of ridicule and hostility.  By this witness, we become a light that can open another’s eyes to Christ.  

          How has the life of the sacraments and the life of prayer changed you?  How have you been “awakened from darkness and risen from the dead”?   You will rarely if ever convince someone of the truth of Christianity by an argument or by repeating the teachings of the Church. Rather, share with others the change that has happened in your life because of your encounter with Christ.  Your experience  is something that another, as hard as they try, cannot deny.  It is a witness that Christ is alive.  That is the “proof” of the resurrection - that, as St. Paul said, “It is no longer I who live but Christ who lives in me.”