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 Pentecost and the Power of Forgiveness

At Pentecost, the disciples were given the gift of the Holy Spirit to preach the Gospel to the world.  That universal mission is represented by the surprising fact that, when they were filled with the Holy Spirit, they were able to speak in a way in which people from all over the world could hear them speaking in their native language.  And they were speaking of the mighty acts of God.  What are the “mighty acts of God”?  If we read a little further on in Acts, we hear Peter’s speech that communicates the core message of the Gospel: “Jesus the Nazorean was a man commended to us by God.  According to God’s plan, he was killed by lawless men, but God raised him, releasing him from the throes of death.  God raised him from the dead.  He is now exalted at the right hand of God, and has given us the promise of the Holy Spirit which you both see and hear.”  Not only have the disciples become witnesses of the resurrection - that they saw Jesus dead and now alive, but their lives too have been transformed by the outpouring of the Holy Spirit.  The change in them - the change in their humanity because of the gift of the Holy Spirit - is a witness of Christ’s victory over sin and death.  Peter says to the crowd, “Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins; and you will receive the gift of the holy Spirit.”  When we look at the Gospel of John and his account of that evening of Easter Sunday, which is John’s version of Pentecost, we see the root of the surprising change in the life of the disciples.  They have encountered God’s mercy and received the Holy Spirit.  The mighty act of God is that God transforms our weak and wounded humanity through forgiveness - forgiveness of our sins won through his death on the Cross.  The disciples have locked themselves in a room out of fear - fear of death.  They are afraid that what happened to Jesus might happen to them - that they too will be arrested and killed.  But they were also afraid because of their own sins, of their own weakness, and failures.  They betrayed their friend, Jesus.  They denied him.  They ran when Jesus was in trouble.  They were afraid to associate themselves with him.  When Jesus meets them, he doesn’t yell at them or tell them how bad they have been or how disappointed he is in them.  He says, simply, “Peace be  with you.”  His first words are “Peace be with you.”  These are words of kindness, tenderness, mercy, and love.  When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.  He is showing them the wounds of the crucifixion - the effects of sin, but these are wounds that have been glorified.  Jesus’ wounded body has been transformed. He’s bearing the wounds but now these wounds or scars testify that sin and its effects do not have the last word.  He is showing the disciples how God’s power of forgiveness has changed him from one who was dead to one who lives.  The wounds are signs that he has conquered death - they have become signs of hope.  “Yes, I have suffered this, but I’m not dead, I’m alive!  They are signs that our sins, weaknesses, and failures and even the sins that we suffer as innocent victims do not define us or have the last word.  So when the disciples see this  - they rejoice.  And then Jesus sends them on mission, breathing the Holy Spirit upon them.  “As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”  They are to be witnesses of his merciful, transformative love - they are to be witnesses of the power of forgiveness and instruments of his forgiveness.  These men who were afraid of death and their own weaknesses and failings, we now see on Pentecost preaching without fear to the very people who had Jesus crucified.  This profound transformation in the lives of the disciples - these men who thought themselves as good as dead who are now fearless - is the witness of the resurrection and the new life they have received through an encounter with the resurrected Lord and his merciful love  God has conquered death and the power of death in them.  They preach the Gospel not so much with arguments but saying simply, “Look what the Lord has done in me and with me.” 

          I listened to an interview last week with Fr. Dan Reehil, a priest from the Nashville diocese, on the Pints with Aquinas podcast with Matt Fradd.  Fr. Reehil’s story witnesses to the power of forgiveness and illustrates how the Lord uses the same method today to preach the Gospel and to draw people to the church.  This is something we all can do because we have been baptized, confirmed, and have been forgiven by Christ.  Reehil as a boy of 11 was abused by a priest and left the Church.  He said it was wrong to throw the baby out with the bath water, but when he came back to the church 22 years later, and went through a healing process, he said this was the big takeaway that he said people have to know:  “You can't get through it. You have to go through it. And to go through it, you have to forgive.  You can't go through the healing without the forgiveness. And to forgive means you have to go back and actually process what happened. You have to take Jesus back into it with you.  You have to hear what he felt about it. And I did all that work. And I forgave.”  “Well, let me tell you how it works. So, the way you forgive is you say, look, you turn to Jesus and say, I'm super angry about this. I don't like what happened.  I'm pissed off. And you know what happened. But because you said to forgive, I'm choosing to forgive this person, and I'm asking you to forgive them too, so they can become the saint you made them to be and get home to heaven.  Bless and heal them.  This is what Jesus did on the cross. He uses the victim to heal the perpetrator.  And that's just how it works. It doesn't sound fair because it's not fair. Nothing about the cross was fair.  He was the perfect person that never did anything wrong to anybody, and yet he's the one who had to take all the sins to himself. And so as part of the body of Christ, in particular, if you're a baptized person, but for everybody, when you're hurt, you can plug into the graces through the cross by taking your pain, uniting it to his cross and saying, I choose to forgive them, forgive them too.”  The interviewer asks, “But what's your approach to someone who says, I can't be Catholic because of all the pedophile stuff?”  “Well, I just say, yeah, you can, because I am, you know, and I went through it. So if anybody can say, you can do it, I can say that, right?”  “There are certain people who've gone through things that have an authority to say, yes, you can do it.”  “There was this priest from Rwanda that I met.  I asked him, “Father, what's the worst thing that ever happened to you? And he goes, oh, that's easy. When I was a child, I watched my whole family be macheted to death and I hid in the brush.  I hid for three days and I just was crying out to God, please, please let them find me so I don't have to live without my family. And you know what the Lord said to him? You're going to survive and you're going to become a priest and your mission will be preaching about my forgiveness.”  “And he did it.  He did it and he has a supreme power. He can walk in a room and give his talk about forgiveness and there's graces that go out to people that instantly open their hearts to forgive. I mean, it's such a great gift.  Glorified wounds then become like Jesus's wounds and they have the power to heal people who have been suffered in the similar way as you have.”  The interviewer asks, “Do you find you have a particular grace at talking to these victims?”  Fr. Reehil told this story about when he was a seminarian and was sent to do prison ministry.  He had to help out at a retreat that at the prison.  “And so like 500 of these murdering and rapists and skinhead people are staring up at the podium thing.  And the deacon looks at me and goes, “Oh, the keynote speaker just canceled. He had an accident or something. So you're going to give the talk.”  And I said, “what's the talk?” And he said, “it's on rehabilitation after prison.” I go, “but I've never been to prison.”  He goes, “well, talk about anything you want.” So I go out cold and I'm looking at this crowd. It's very intimidating.  They look like they want to kill you.  And so I just, I flipped to The Prodigal Son and I read The Prodigal Son, and then I just said, “listen, my life started off great until I was 11 and then this happened to me. And then I basically became a different person and wanted to die the first couple of years after that. But then Our Lady rescued me and she gave me a future back with her son and everything changed.”  As I'm telling my story, I see all these big monsters crying,… just tears are just coming down their faces. And I'm like, what is happening?  Well, later that week, I was speaking with another guy who works in this ministry.  He said, “Oh, you don't know? About three quarters of the men in prison, it started with [sexual] abuse and then went to drugs and then went to crime.” I said, “No, I didn't know that.”  And so I spent the whole summer working with these men on forgiving the ones that hurt them, oftentimes their own family, and then moving forward to have a relationship with Jesus.  Reehil said, “So it's Jesus’ life that's going out from you. It's almost like I didn't even have to try that hard. The Lord just did the work.”  He described how he felt after the abuse:  “that immediate time following that event, you just can't process. There's nothing that makes you feel better. And of course, you're feeling like, why did you let this happen to me?  Why, why, why, why, why? And there are no answers.  So you just go into a despair. And I got very sullen and antisocial, which I think is normal. And this priest was so diabolical.”  “But for me, the bigger question was, why did God let it happen? He could have stopped it. So this is an interesting part to the whole thing.”  He, along with other priests in his community, were offering retreats, and he kept getting people coming to him who had suffered some kind of abuse.  Reehil said, “They needed to hear from somebody that's come out on the other side and could tell them that they could be okay.”  One day he was in the chapel praying, and Jesus asked him a question.  Jesus said, “knowing everything I've done with your life for healing of people, using you to be the conduit of my grace, if I could take you back to being 11 or 10 and remove that from your life so you wouldn't have to go through that, would you choose to do that?”   And I honestly said, no, because I'm fine. I'm good. And my life turned out great.  And look at all these people you've helped from the prison to all these retreatants to, and it was just an endless stream of people that were coming for help. And so I said, “no, I'm okay with it.” And Jesus says, “good, because this is literally what it means that I can make all things good for those who love me.  I can bring goodness out of everything.  If I could do it from the cross, I could do it with anything.”   And we hear that scripture a lot, but we sometimes tend to not believe.  We say, “well, not everything”  But actually everything.  He can do good out of anything. And we just don't know how he'll do it or what he's going to do. But when he does it, you know it.”

          How has the Lord changed you through the forgiveness of your sins?  How has his grace transformed you through suffering to be a witness of his victory over sin and death?  This is how we proclaim the Gospel - witnessing how the Lord works through our woundedness.  Ask the Holy Spirit to help you to forgive those who have wounded you.  Confess a lack of forgiveness and invite Jesus into those areas of your life that you have locked away.  He wants to set you free and give you his peace which is the fruit of forgiveness  Come, Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of your faithful!  Use us to renew the face of the earth!

 

 

From Pints With Aquinas: Exorcism, Spiritual Warfare, and S*xuall Abuse (Fr. Dan Reehil) | Ep. 525, May 21, 2025

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