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27th Sunday in Ordinary Time (C) - October 2, 2022 - “We are unprofitable servants”

How many of us have sounded like the prophet Habakkuk that we hear in the first reading?  “How long, O Lord?  I cry for help, but you do not listen!  I cry out to you, ‘Violence!’, but you do not intervene.  Why do you let me see ruin; why must I look at misery?”  We pray and we pray, but things do not seem to get better.  Often times, they seem to get worse.  Why is there so much evil and destruction all around us?  And why does God not intervene?  He’s God.  He could do something about this, but he doesn’t.  If God is a good God, why does he allow all this bad stuff to happen?  Isn’t this the reason so many people give for losing their faith if they ever had it at all?  This is especially the case when the bad thing that happens is not some natural disaster or war half-way around the world but something that hits us personally, e.g., a loved one gets sick and dies or is killed in an accident; we lose a job; our house gets wiped out by a flood, or we find ourselves in a difficult relationship with a spouse or family member.  Habakkuk is complaining and questioning God’s governance of the world.  Part of Habakkuk’s anguish comes from the thought that he’s not being heard by God.  “I cry for help but you do not listen.”  With the question “why” comes the underlying complaint and the thought, “I don’t deserve this!”  “I’m faithful and I pray, and this is what I get?”  The Lord doesn’t answer Habakkuk’s question.  He doesn’t tell him why these things are happening.  He doesn’t tell him how much longer he has to endure this trial.  Perhaps Habakkuk’s frustration is that he doesn’t see himself as a very effective prophet.  He’s calling the people to conversion, but he doesn’t see much change for the better around him.  He’s been faithful to his calling but doesn’t seem to be making a difference.  No one seems to be listening to him.  The Lord simply tells him to remain faithful.  Wait.  You will not be disappointed.  I keep my promises.  Stay with me. 

         There is a heresy from the early church called Pelagianism that came from the teaching of a monk named Pelagius.  Pelagius lived around the same time as St. Augustine, in the 2nd half of the 4th century into the first few decades of the 5th.  Pelagius believed that man could achieve salvation by freely choosing the good and doing the good.  This was something he could do on his own without God’s grace.  It is a faith reduced to a moral rule.  I follow the rule, and I’m saved.  God will reward me.  The modern expression of this heresy is the saying, “What would Jesus do?”  I just need to know what Jesus would do, and if I do it, I’ll be saved.”  St. Augustine responded to Pelagius by writing, “Your error is to reduce Christ’s gift to an example when what Christ gave us was his life.”  If the goal of salvation is our union with God - that we become sharers in the divine life, how can we make ourselves divine?  Our salvation is God’s pure gift that is not dependent on our goodness.  Pope Francis often speaks about a “neo-Pelagianism” among Christians today.  We say we believe that our salvation depends on God’s grace and mercy but we act as if it depended on our own efforts.  Jesus corrects this misunderstanding of faith in the disciples in today’s Gospel when he makes the comparison with the servant.  “Who among you would say to your servant who has just come in from plowing or tending sheep in the field, ‘Come here immediately and take your place at table’?”  The servant is not rewarded for doing what is expected of him to do.  He doesn’t get an immediate place at the banquet table for following the master’s commands.  He’s told, rather, to continue serving and to wait until the master is finished.  The Lord is correcting this attitude of entitlement among the disciples - that they deserve a reward and even a “thank you” from God because of their goodness.  We are to see ourselves instead as “unprofitable servants”.  In other words, we can’t earn our way to heaven.   It is God’s grace and not our efforts that profits us for salvation.  We can often, with this neo-Pelagian attitude, turn our prayer and penitential practices into our works instead of seeing them as ways that stretch or open our hearts to receive God’s grace.  We have to cooperate with God’s grace and his plan; we cannot demand that it happen on our time-table; we are saved by waiting for the Lord, waiting for him to act, and staying with him.  It is in staying with him, that our faith grows.  We are saved in hope.  Hope is based on faith in God’s presence, here and now.  We get stuck when we base our faith on something we think God should do instead of focusing on what God has done or is doing in our life. 

         On Friday, I went to a retreat day for priests and parish staff members.  One of the presenters spoke about a struggle he had with faith in God.  He and his wife had several toddlers and a newborn after 3 years of marriage.  His wife suffered from extreme anxiety after each birth.  As someone who worked for his parish as a Director of Religious Education, he was not making a huge salary and was feeling the financial crunch.  With a newborn, they were not getting much sleep, and he was getting burned out and had very little energy.  He was not only struggling but felt that he was drowning in this situation.  He prayed and prayed to God to give him strength to get through this.  But things were not getting better.  Eight months later, his wife was pregnant again.  How was he going to manage?  Not only was he angry at God and complaining, but he was losing trust in God.  “I ask for help.  I work for the Church.  And this is what I get?”  His wife was anxious and he was depressed.  He was begging, but nothing was happening.  He made a deal with God.  I’ll give my all this next Lent - I’ll fast and do penance and increase my prayer.  Just fix this!  He fasted and prayed.  Easter came, and nothing happened.  Where’s the resurrection?  Where’s the new life you promise?  At this time he heard a voice tell him, “Ask Mary to pray for you.”  He had always had a devotion to Mary.  He asked Mary to pray for him all the time.  He said the Rosary often.  But then he understood that suggestion as, “Ask Mary to pray instead of you.”  Let Mary pray for you.  Leave it in her hands.  When he let go of prayer as a form of his work - doing something for God with the expectation of getting something in return, things began to change.  He was even able to offer his lack of trust to God.  “I give my lack of trust in you to you, God.”  His faith began to increase when he put what was impossible in his eyes into God’s hands through the intercession of Mary.  God saves us.  God makes a way when there is no way possible from our perspective.  Let’s open ourselves to God’s grace.  The answer to our problems is not “working harder or praying harder”.  Our salvation does not come from our efforts but by bearing our share of hardship for the gospel with the strength that comes from God.