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Baptism of the Lord (C) - January 9, 2022 - “You are my beloved Son…"

My friend has been the director of Outreach Services at St. Agnes Parish in West Chester for nearly 30 years.  She told me recently that with local hospitals closing and county services being cut back, she is encountering many more homeless persons and persons with mental illness coming into the outreach center.  With Covid and social distancing concerns, the ability of homeless shelters to take in people has been significantly reduced.  Many more people are living out of their cars or on the street.  The “Day Room”, as the Outreach Services are called, is named after and inspired by the work of Dorothy Day, the founder of the Catholic Worker Movement.  The Day Room is a place of prayer and hospitality, warmth and refuge.  The Day Room serves a simple breakfast and hot lunch to anyone who comes, but the guests come also because they are received as Christ and are met with a smile and a listening ear.  The Director was telling me how sometimes she gets frustrated because the county agencies or the emergency help lines will refer homeless people to the Day Room.  “Why do they send them here, when they know we are not a homeless shelter?  We can’t give them a bed.  We don’t have the resources to address their immediate need.”  It can be overwhelming when the problem seems so much greater than what one has to give.  But what is it that we as Christians have that makes a real difference in the lives of others?  The Director shared with me how, last week, she was reminded by a homeless woman who showed up at her office what it is that people are looking for and what we as Christians have to offer.  The woman was discharged from Chester County Hospital after being released from either the county jail or a rehab center.  She had no place to go and didn’t know what she should do.  A nurse told her.  “Go to St. Agnes.”  The woman, not a Catholic, was puzzled.  “I don’t need a church.  I need a place to stay.”  A social worker she saw shortly afterward advised her, “Go talk to the folks at the Day Room at St. Agnes.  They might be able to help you.”  As she was leaving the hospital, she began chatting with the young man working at the valet parking station.  She explained her situation, and he said, “Go to the Day Room.  They will love you there.” 

          What saves us from our circumstances is not that our problems go away or are fixed but that we experience the love of God.  It is love that converts us - an unexpected mercy that says our life has value and worth even when we have nothing.  We are not eager to do what is good… we won’t reject godless ways and worldly desires and live temperately, justly, and devoutly unless we first know that we are loved.  It is only “when the kindness and generous love of God our savior appears, not because of any righteous deeds we have done but because of his mercy” that we are saved and are able to live our circumstances, no matter how challenging, with hope.  I will not have the energy to try to be good or the desire to do what is right unless I know fundamentally that I am good.  The homeless person, like anyone else, will not accept help unless they know their life is worth living.  I think that the folks who work at the hospital and the county agencies know this at some level even if they can’t explain it theologically.  The homeless are referred to the Day Room because it is a place where they experience the love of God or there is, at least, an expectation to find that experience there.  As John the Baptist was well aware of, we can be told all the right things to do and the bad things to avoid - be called to repentance, but we are not changed until something mightier comes - until we meet the love of God in the flesh.  Where we meet the love of God in the flesh is through his body the Church, the community of the baptized.  St. Paul associates the appearance of Christ’s kind and generous love with “the bath of rebirth and renewal by the Holy Spirit”, i.e., our baptism.  In our baptism, God the Father looks on us the same way he looks on Jesus.  “You are my beloved Son; with you I am well pleased.”  This is the revelation of God the Father about the Son before Jesus has even begun his public ministry.  He hasn’t preached a word.  He hasn’t performed one miracle.  He hasn’t won over any followers or made any disciples.  Yet he is beloved of the Father.  This tells us that the love of God is not something that we earn.  We are not loved because we are good or have done good things.  We are good and can do good because we are loved. 

          So many of our problems in society stem from a lack of love and a lack of awareness that we are loved by God.  Without this experience of the love of God, we have a fundamental insecurity - a feeling that we don’t belong - that we are lost - we have no place that we feel “at home”.   We are “homeless” and hopeless.  Our “home” is in heaven, but we do not recognize that until something “mightier” than the world enters our world and embraces us.  Something powerful yet tender - that leads us with care.  Baptism is an event in which God embraces us and says to us, “you are mine”, “you are wanted and loved; I have a plan for your destiny.  There is a home for you.”  “You have a place at my table.”  Most of us were baptized as infants and don’t have a memory of the event of our baptism.  But that event of our baptism is renewed with each confession, with each Holy Communion, and each time we hear the Word of God proclaimed and we worship together as a community walking together in faith.  The Church is our “home away from home.”   It is a place where God in his mercy comes to us.  We are not alone in our struggles and with our weaknesses.  Because Christ has entered our condition and remains with us, “I am with you always”, we always have hope.  The bond of love God forms with us sealed by the Holy Spirit at baptism is stronger than death and stronger and more defining than any of our personal sins.  That is what gives us the strength and the courage to face all of the challenges of life and not be afraid to make mistakes - not be afraid of our own weaknesses.  Before I knew the love of God for me, I was terrified of making mistakes.  I was convinced that my worth as a person was defined by my achievements and “success” according to a worldly standard.  I was afraid and anxious because it seemed that everything depended on me, and because I was aware of my weaknesses and how easily the opinions of others could change, it was clear that all of the things of the world could be lost in an instant.  I was very insecure.  Do we see an insecurity in ourselves and those around us?  In our children and grandchildren?  That insecurity is overcome not by trying to remove the risks from our lives but by being renewed in the grace of our baptism.  How are we judging ourselves and others?  Is it with the criteria of the world or do we see ourselves and others the way God sees us?  What unites us is the awareness that we are sinners who are loved… sinners who have received a great mercy.  As Christians, we can offer to the world this gaze - this way of looking at our lives and each other.  Something deep in our hearts expects to be loved in this way - to be looked at in this way, and when we are, it can light a fire in our hearts that can renew the face of the earth.