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28th Sunday in Ordinary Time (B) - October 10, 2021 - “What must I do to inherit eternal life?"

The encounter between Jesus and the rich man in today’s Gospel captures the  struggle that we all have with the question, “What is the meaning and purpose of my life?”  “And how do I find it?”  “What must I do to live a happy, fulfilling, and meaningful life?”  Even if that question is unspoken or not acknowledged, it is at the center of everyone’s heart.  It is a question that I grappled with since the time I was in high school until I entered the seminary.   This question is born from the experience that our own achievements and material possessions are not enough to satisfy the longing in our hearts.  Even when we get what we think will satisfy - the good grades, the good job, the nice car and house, the spouse and children, there is something still lacking.  We are made for more than the world can give us.  That is why the question is posed as “what must I do to inherit eternal life?”  The question can be rephrased as, “how do I enter the Kingdom of God?”  Jesus has just finished telling the disciples, in reference to the children coming to him to receive a blessing, “the kingdom of God belongs to such as these… whoever does not accept the kingdom of God like a child will not enter it” (Mk 10:14-15).  As if on cue, this man approaches Jesus who exemplifies the opposite of what Jesus has described - he’s someone pursuing eternal life on the basis of his own efforts.  Children are dependent and needy.  This man is rich and asks, “What must I do to inherit eternal life.  So this episode with the rich man becomes a teaching moment for the disciples for them to deepen their understanding of what Jesus has just said.  Like many of us, this man is thinking about the path to fulfillment and eternal life as if it was a “how to” book or an instruction manual.  “Just tell me what to do, and I’ll do it.”  Like most high achievers, he was probably a very conscientious person and a hard worker.  Jesus knows that he knows the commandments, and the man admits that he has followed the commandments from his youth.  He knows the teachings of the faith, and is a good man  - he has not committed any grievous sins.  He’s an observant Jew, but the fact that he is asking Jesus this question about eternal life means that his experience tells him that “following the rules” which he is doing on his own, is not enough.  He has a sense that there is something more to this question about life than just fulfilling the law.  And at some level, he recognizes the answer to this question in Jesus.  He kneels down before Jesus to ask the question.  Kneeling is a gesture of profound homage - making ourself small - humbling ourselves - in the presence of something powerful.  This is something almost automatic in us - a natural reaction when we are before the mystery of the presence of God.  To the question, “what must I do?”, Jesus responds with, “Why do you call me “good”?  No one is good but God alone.”  He is gently challenging the man to say what it is he has recognized in Jesus - to bring to consciousness what the man’s heart recognizes: that Jesus himself is the answer to his heart’s longing.  Only in God and with God will our heart be satisfied.  Jesus has come to make that communion with God a possibility, but it is not something he will force on us.  It is up to us in our freedom to say yes to what our heart recognizes is true.  Jesus is not mad at this man in his naivety or arrogance, but looks on him with love and tells him the one thing he is lacking.  “Yes, you want heaven.  You’ve recognized it in me, but your attachment to riches is standing in the way.  Sell what you have, give to the poor; then come, follow me.”  Jesus is asking him to become poor and dependent like a child, so he can be attached to God alone.  The man thinks he needs a program that he can follow, but what he needs is a relationship with Jesus.  We can follow a program without Jesus, but we cannot be happy or fulfilled without Jesus.  It is like he was hit with a hard truth.  “His face fell, and he went away sad, for he had many possessions.”  Yes.  I’m attached to these things.  I don’t want to be poor. But can I really live without these things?  Can I be happy without them?  He’s recognized the truth in Jesus, but he is not listening to his heart.  Keep doing what you are doing and living the life you are living - with all its riches and empty promises - and stay sad or follow your heart.  His heart has brought him to Jesus.  Jesus is wisdom incarnate who speaks the truth - the particular truth - out of love for this man - to guide him on the path to his fulfillment.  Jesus has an affection for this man, but the man doesn’t have an affection for Jesus.  He wants to get something out of Jesus, but doesn’t want a relationship with Jesus.  It is like he missed the look of Jesus and just heard the words.  Without seeing and receiving the merciful gaze of Jesus, we are not open to receive the truth. 

          I can very much relate to the man in the Gospel.  In the time shortly after I was graduated from University and was working, I became dissatisfied with the culture oriented toward wealth, power, and prestige.  I had my fair share of “success” according to a worldly measure, but I kept thinking, “Is this it?”  There must be more to life than this.  The rich and successful people I knew were not particularly happy people - quite the contrary.  I was looking for more.  When I was between jobs at one point, I began volunteering at a soup kitchen named “Christ’s House”.  I was drawn to the people working there and met several seminarians who were assigned there as part of their seminary apostolic work.  I wasn’t making any money doing this work serving the poor - being in solidarity with the poor, but my heart was happy doing this work.  I recognized a real good there.  This experience of goodness, fullness, and happiness didn’t fit with my idea of what would make me happy - prestige, money, and being with influential people.  It forced me to make a judgement.  What was I going to follow?  What made more sense?  There was real difference between those two cultures I was wavering between.  In one, I and others were looked at with love, and in the other, people were generally looked at through the eyes of “what can you do for me?”  I am grateful that I recognized that gaze and listened to my heart.  That was the birth of my vocation.  The promise that Jesus makes to the disciples is something that we can’t believe until we have given up everything and begin to follow him with all our heart.  Salvation, eternal life, the Kingdom - what he refers to as the hundred-fold - receiving a hundred times more - the fullness of life -  begins now in this present age.  It is not the accumulation of 100 times the riches but having a heart that loves more than you knew was possible - being able to love everybody and everything a hundred times more for they are seen not as ends in themselves but in light of our destiny in Christ.  We need to ask ourselves, “What is standing in our way of giving our entire heart to the Lord?”  If we ask Jesus, he will tell us.  Look for him in those who you see living the hundred-fold here and now.  Listen to your heart.  We do not lack signs of his presence and what fulfills our life but a lack of affection for Him.  Faith is not a program to follow but a relationship that Lord invites us to have with him.  When we stop thinking of salvation with a worldly measure and stop trying to achieve it on our own, and instead listen to our hearts made for love, we will ask not for a program but that the Lord, “fill us with his love.”  Only that will replace our sadness and make our hearts sing for joy.